3/11/2016

[ 再見 ]

我幾乎分辨不出怎樣的再見才是分別最好的方式了。

是冷默的不回電話，不回簡訊，假裝一切沒有發生過；
還是在通訊軟體上打下 eh i'm sorry i dont really see things going anywhere；
或是說 i think and hope we're on the same page 但真的見了面卻說 i might be special for you but you're not special for me。

不同的再見，相同的心碎。

[ 看極光 ]
是你們在我心裡種下想去看極光的種子。
還記得第一次在facebook上找到你的profile時，看到你身後的極光，你說了兩次黃刀鎮，雖然我不懂那到底在哪邊。
i remember how we cuddled on your bed and watched your video clip on the aurora dancing at the sky. i remember that green is your favorite color.

[ New year resolution - VOLUNTEER ]
Oh and i wanted to volunteer! It was part of my new year resolutions. And it's March already, and right, I haven't volunteered even once.

Feeling like none of my skills worth offering at times. I'm not really good at programming despite of being able to write simple codes. I can read/speak some other languages but not at a professional level. I can cook but not excitingly exotic ones. MEDIOCRE. LMAO.

[ HIGH tech ]

I miss the old days when people used to call each other, leave a voice mail when not reaching them, or just send a text and wait for the response. The feeling of having someone looking for me used to be sweet.

Yet now that I have multiple communication software: LINE, whatsapp, messenger, and I still feel lonely after checking each one of them. It's like been turned down by multiple software.