4/2/2016

[逝去的戀人]
隨著時間過去，你的樣子越來越模糊。是阿，不知道過了幾個月呢。數著獵戶座腰帶的星星時我會心痛，會想念躺在草地上望著星星的那一個晚上，那一個我好害羞卻開心到把自己的初吻給你，然後在你懷裡聽著你心跳的晚上。但為什麼在我以為自己都忘了，什麼都記不清楚的時候，我看到天上的星星，卻還是哭了。

[ Friends ]
People come in and out of my life, constantly, voluntarily and involuntarily, and i somewhat naively hope that for whatever reasons they leave, we can still be friends. So hard tho. frown emoticon

I've set rules and boundaries on my mind, until someone special comes, and because he seemed SO SPECIAL, i finally broke my rules. I crashed my own boundaries and let him get to the inner most of my heart.

Ironically he didn't appreciate me finally opening up. He commented that my boundaries are ridiculous and crazy. And all because i was so much into him, i simply stood there speechless.

i stood there speechless not because you're right and i had nothing to argue. i stood there speechless because i really wished you could take those words back, so that i could still believe that i broke my rules for good, that you are the special one.