3/16/2016

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Thanks to social media, we can find one another all too easily, so easily that you know if that person's not looking for you, he does not want to see you.

He does not want to see you, not anymore.

[ Tears ]

And I couldn't help but missed you again. Felt like a total creeper stalking your fb:(

"Girl you gotta move on, it's been eight months!!" Yeah I know and I've been telling myself over and over again. And yet still I wept in tears, searching for DTR articles. I hate to imagine this but if I told you I was extra virgin would things change? That you pretty much had my first everything from kiss to cuddle, except for "the stuffs", would things be different?

Would you take back "I may be special for you, but you're not special for me"?

I was totally destroyed realizing you didn't even understand that it was me that made you special - unlike many other guys I didn't even give a chance.

I gave you my heart which I've been protecting for so long and yet you didn't even appreciate.